Hello. On April 12th, 2029, I will be committing suicide. You're probably wondering why. I'll explain.

I've been thinking about this for quite a while, and if you want me to be exact, I've been thinking about it for over 4ish years. My reasoning is that I've been bullied for how I look, how I dress, and even for my weight. Since I'm 6'1 and I'm a bit of a chunky guy, people don't usually walk up and pick fights. They don't want to get hurt, so they resort to name-calling and backhanded comments to get to me, and since I'm a sensitive guy with low self-esteem issues, it makes it even worse.

These days, I mostly sit in my room and avoid my problems. I stay online constantly because it's a retreat from the outside world, and that includes games.

I don't wanna rant on about my life or garner sympathy points from anyone reading this. But if I'm still alive after this date passes, then well, I guess my life got better or I'm still too much of a coward to go through with it.

So to anyone who truly is reading this, don't try to contact me. I'm not going to open up to you because in doing that, I open a whole other can of worms. So truly, this is the end of this message.